How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! How art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations! For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High. Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit (Isaiah 14:12-15, KJV).
Have you ever wondered why in the middle of a taunt about the King of Babylon, a rant about Satan (aka Lucifer) was suddenly there? I did. Particularly, when in other translations it reads "star of the morning" or "morning star" (rather than Lucifer). I started to wonder about it while writing my book He Who Has an Ear, Who the Seven Churches of Revelation are Today.
You might think that's a strange thing to think about when writing a book on the seven churches of Revelation. But not really. Not when you come across this verse in Revelation:
He who overcomes, and he who keeps My deeds until the end, to him I will give authority over the nations; and he shall rule them with a rod of iron, as the vessels of the potter are broken to pieces, as I also have received authority from My Father; and I will give him the morning star (Revelation 2:26-28, NASB).
Here's how my brain works - right away I see "the morning star" and think about Satan because he was called that in Isaiah 14:12 and I ask the question, "Why would Jesus give us Satan? That doesn't make sense!" So of course I did a word search and then a little more searching and the following is what I found out. This is an excerpt from my book He Who Has an Ear.
Who is the Morning Star?
What do we know about Satan? Or rather, what do we think we know? Once again, we need to dig into Scripture. The Jewish Publication Society put out their English/Hebrew Bible (the Tanakh) in 1917. I started here with Isaiah 14:12a, which says, “How art thou fallen from heaven, O day-star, son of the morning!” Compare that with the KJV, which says, “How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning!” The translators of the King James Version gave Satan a name that Christians have associated with him for centuries. But how did day-star become Lucifer?
When you read Isaiah 14:1-22 and you will see clearly that this Scripture is NOT in reference to Satan, but is instead a taunt against Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon.
People often ask me, "How do you do it? How do you stay so positive?"
Really? Me? Positive? If you told my family that I'm a positive person they would laugh their heads off! Unfortunately, they see the real me and while I try not to let them see it, the "real me" comes out all too often. The real me needs too much help to get normal things done. If I want to go out for example, someone else has to help me get dressed (usually my husband), like putting on my socks and shoes for example, because my spine has deteriorated to the point where I can no longer bend down and my legs no longer bend properly because of my lymphedema. Someone else has to be on hand to get my scooter out of the car too, because I am not allowed to lift heavy things (I have two hernias). And someone else needs to drive, because lately, I can barely reach the pedals in the car. Seriously, I think I'm shrinking!
For someone who is (or was) very independent and would often go out and do things with friends at the spur of the moment, it is frustrating not to be able to just get up and go. I have to rely on others. I don't like it that I have become a burden to my family. I know I have, because when we think about vacations or going anywhere at all, it always comes with the "what about Mom?" line in the next breath. For example, in order for me to visit my daughter who lives about eight hours away from us, we have to pack my scooter, a tub-chair, my CPAP machine (I stop breathing about 40 times an hour when I sleep, so I kind of need it) a grab bar (I fell in my daughter's tub last visit and ripped her towel bar right out of the wall). Did I happen to mention I'm also accident prone? Letting me outside in the winter is the last thing my family wants to do because if someone is going to slip and fall IT WILL BE ME. Hands down! Without exception, if something bad is going to happen then I will be the one it happens to.
Now does that sound positive to you? My husband says I'm a pessimist. I say I'm a realist. How can I not be? We have been married for 32 years and the first "accident" I had was on our honeymoon. I reached into my makeup bag and sliced the tip off my finger on an uncovered razor blade. I can't imagine what the maid thought when she saw all the blood.
Throughout the years I have sprained ankles, snapped tendons, fallen down stairs (three times, once with my newborn son in my arms), broken my thumb three times (going down water slides - don't ask), and let's not forget the accidents in the kitchen (just don't let me near knives!). On top of all that, I was diagnosed with an incurable disease that from time to time leaves me with serious infections that require me to be hospitalized. All in all, my husband had no idea what he was in for! Poor man.
So how do I not give into feeling sorry for myself and have a pity party? I have five key strategies that I have relied on for years and without them I think I would go mad. I share them here because maybe you are in a situation where you just want to give up and cry. Trust me - I have had those days. Don't give into them. Pity parties are the worst sort of parties. They only have one person attending them - YOU! So before you throw one for yourself try one of these strategies instead.
1. Be Ridiculous
This is a picture of me after I had botox injections. Seriously, this is really after I had both my legs operated on. I did not know then how bad things would become and that my stay in the hospital would be a long one, but I knew enough to be ridiculous. Life is short and you never know when your time will be up, so make the most of it. Have fun! Do something that will make you look ridiculous. Learn to laugh at yourself! You will not only make the people around you feel better, but your mindset will change to thinking about how you can make them feel better despite how you are feeling.
2. Find the Funny!
I debated on whether or not to share this picture. I mean - how much information is too much information, you know? But this is the best example I could find of me finding the funny. I had been hooked up to an I.V. for the umpteenth time and decided that I could get dressed by myself before I went to see the nurse to get my bag changed. I ended up with my bra tied in a knot on the I.V. tubing. I could not get it undone because one end of the I.V. was obviously in my hand and the other was in the I.V. bag (which was housed in a little pouch to protect it). So I did the only thing I could think of - I stuffed my bra in the pouch, went bra-less to my appointment and waited for the nurse to be "surprised" when she went to change my bag. Instead of pulling out the I.V. bag, she pulled out my bra! I don't think I've ever laughed so hard before and the nurse had a good laugh too!
3. Accept Help
Sometimes you just need help!
I used to be the one who would bring meals to the sick, help clean their house or visit people in hospital. It made me feel good to help others. Now, the shoe is on the other foot and people have to help me and the worst part for me is accepting that help! I get embarrassed when someone sees that my floors need sweeping or my house needs dusting. When I try to do these things I don't get very far before I am in horrible pain. So when someone offers to help me do those things I have to learn to say yes, because in the long run I will only stew about how messy my house is and that will bring my mood down, but if I let someone ease my burden it will also lighten my mood.
I wise friend once told me to not squelch her God-given gift of helping others. She wanted to bless me and I was too embarrassed at my need for help that I wouldn't let her. Thank the Lord she set me straight! Some people feel called by God to serve others. So don't deny them the opportunity! God has sent them to ease your burden - so let them!
4. Pray for Others
5. Read Your Bible! Get to Know Your Saviour
God has you where you are for a reason. Don't be like the crippled man at the Pool of Bethesda (John 5:1-9) who waited for 38 years to get healed. Take up your mat and follow Jesus now, in your current condition. Stop wallowing in self-pity and start believing that God has a purpose for you! Get used to saying, "This too shall pass!" If you allow Him, God will continue to use you no matter what your situation. Trust Him and you will begin to see your gloomy attitude change to a positive one!